i need a new xanga....

some people read this one, like they did the last.... how am i gunna stop that....

my xanga is where i can write whatever i want, n have support... but i cant have some ppl i know reading this

so if u are intrested in my new site.... (which is yet to be made....) you shall e-mail me @ CruelKitten987@aol.com  and i will e-mail you back the new site name...

in 5 days (i think) this site will be shut down.

thanx

xxx

fuck it.

i dont know how it happened. i am fat again, even tho i havent weighed myself. but i know it. and i shall not eat mroe than fruit in the next 72 hours

xxx

meh.... once again life sux.... but no one cares now do they.... oh well.... maybe sucide would be easier....

xxx

i had to panic attacks today....

i hate life

i ahve school tomorrow

but earily dismassal at 1:20

atleast i will be at school then mollys house. oh well

this life is so pointless

xxx

i miss him so much. i cant stop crying n i can barely breath. i keep trying to tell myself hes not dead, but he is.

no one understands how much i loved him. he wasnt jsut my cat. he was my bestfriend n he was always here for me. he would always be there when i cried or when i needed a friend. i am miserable now without him. no one understands. he wasnt just my cat.

holy shit.... i gota lay down.... imma pass out